I've been thinking of ways to get back to a plan
So I've been planning a lot
Anything to release what I'm keeping inside of my head
Some days I don't even wanna get out of bed
I'm so stuck in a rut full of muck
That I've hidden away from all of my friends
I wish I could find a clear view
Of what I'm really supposed to do
Ride on, ride on
It's worth taking a chance
Ride on, you'll see
All I wanna do is feel my worth
Yea I think I'm gonna take that gamble
Ride on, ride on
Today
I've been sleeping a lot to escape from this scene
Any dream that I have when I sleep
Is enough to wake up what I hide underneath
Some days I become something you'll never see
I'll shut my phone off for days
To avoid any face that I know when I'm hiding from me
I wish I could find a clear view
Of what I'm really supposed to do
Ride on, ride on
It's worth taking a chance
Ride on, you'll see
All I wanna do is feel my worth
Yea I think I'm gonna take that gamble
Ride on, ride on
Today
I've been searching for hope
So I can stand on my own