Carousel Kings - Hope lyrics

I've been thinking of ways to get back to a plan So I've been planning a lot Anything to release what I'm keeping inside of my head Some days I don't even wanna get out of bed I'm so stuck in a rut full of muck That I've hidden away from all of my friends I wish I could find a clear view Of what I'm really supposed to do Ride on, ride on It's worth taking a chance Ride on, you'll see All I wanna do is feel my worth Yea I think I'm gonna take that gamble Ride on, ride on Today I've been sleeping a lot to escape from this scene Any dream that I have when I sleep Is enough to wake up what I hide underneath Some days I become something you'll never see I'll shut my phone off for days To avoid any face that I know when I'm hiding from me I wish I could find a clear view Of what I'm really supposed to do Ride on, ride on It's worth taking a chance Ride on, you'll see All I wanna do is feel my worth Yea I think I'm gonna take that gamble Ride on, ride on Today I've been searching for hope So I can stand on my own