When i see you
i smile
i still care for you
i cry
things I've come to separate
things fall down
things only slip away
my plans go wrong
my thoughts are grown too black
I no longer feel
i find things that cheer me up
i lose them too
i need the pain to stay alive
i shed my tears alone
i see you and feel so good
i wish i could die
i smile and laugh but it's not real
the moment never lasts
and when i live i've grown so black
i wish i could stop
i wish i could stop feeling
stop and end