Black Tape For A Blue Girl - End lyrics

When i see you i smile i still care for you i cry things I've come to separate things fall down things only slip away my plans go wrong my thoughts are grown too black I no longer feel i find things that cheer me up i lose them too i need the pain to stay alive i shed my tears alone i see you and feel so good i wish i could die i smile and laugh but it's not real the moment never lasts and when i live i've grown so black i wish i could stop i wish i could stop feeling stop and end