When did I become so old?
I can't remember anything
Sometimes I forget to leave
It can be embara**ing
I am not vulnerable
Though I collapse by request
I was born with my heart on
The outside of my chest
And I don't not ever
Open my eyes before dawn
I live so close to Hell
If I look, I can see the sparks
When did I become so old?
I can't remember everything
I try to jog my memory
It only makes my ears ring
The things that I can recall
Only fill me with regret
I could be sentimental
Good things are easy to forget
And I don't not ever
Open my eyes before dawn
I live so close to Hell
If I look, I can see the sparks
And I wonder what you think of me
If I left you there?
There's not a single part of me
Begging you to care
And though I always seem to be around
When you get upset
I just don't want to hear a sound
From you
From you
From you
And I don't not ever
Open my eyes before dawn
I live so close to Hell
If I look I can see the sparks