Big In Japan - Hell Before Reno lyrics

When did I become so old? I can't remember anything Sometimes I forget to leave It can be embara**ing I am not vulnerable Though I collapse by request I was born with my heart on The outside of my chest And I don't not ever Open my eyes before dawn I live so close to Hell If I look, I can see the sparks When did I become so old? I can't remember everything I try to jog my memory It only makes my ears ring The things that I can recall Only fill me with regret I could be sentimental Good things are easy to forget And I don't not ever Open my eyes before dawn I live so close to Hell If I look, I can see the sparks And I wonder what you think of me If I left you there? There's not a single part of me Begging you to care And though I always seem to be around When you get upset I just don't want to hear a sound From you From you From you And I don't not ever Open my eyes before dawn I live so close to Hell If I look I can see the sparks