I'm trying to behave, but I just can't sit still
And I'm dying to see myself as you knew
But i'm dying inside if you just knew
I care and I swear i'll take you
And i'm finding myself just trying to buy time
Filling up my lungs, smoke leaves my breath
[?] as if sleeping in everyday till' the sun goes down
Brings no shame
Yeah, and I tear apart when I forget
[?]
Save yourself from the private list
My eyes see your name
But the lights not in frame
Blinded by the loud