20-15 was worst 365 of my life
So many lies and broken promises gave up on the hype
Hype of hoping was like “Am I supposed to have rights?”
Why do I scope out the reason to even roast on the mic
Cause yall don't hear me I'm either too real or too eerie
And I refuse the f**ing follow cause that sh** yall on weary
Walking around the people who got it better and the shopping out
Slowly forming a hater like “What f** You Smiling Bout”
I am just so down and out
Drowning in this mounted drought
People scheming my mother
Trying Cons us in a rounded route
Type of smile that make you get to thinking its heaven sent
Shaking the hands looking closer realizing it's a devil's grin
But the deal is seal
So now you falling down a hill
Swallowed into the bottom where n***as fighting over meals
And it's every man for himself
Ain't no such thing help
Shut the f** up or die b**h we all k**ing wealth
Expect your friends to betray
Prepare for your plans to delay
f** a love life cause they never ever in it to stay
I try the kindness of ways
But they just push you to break
And i'm so sick of the bottom man no more I can say
All You candy rappers ain't nothing but of now or laters
See with me the difference is im a now and later
f** out my way no need to spray still annihilate “ya”
Im tryna star in something new Sanna Lathan
f** with “Tha Kidd” ehh that's a violation
Ima trying make it
Applying patience
Define greatness
Where blind payments don't see beyond
Fond entertainment for Higher maintenance
When chances runs through you got to take it
Jumping for the shot to gun it like i'm 5 gauging
I'm black and I rap but there's more to the truth
And the only way you cage me is if i'm staging as luke
Cause yall only get to see
What they showing to you
Some grow to go to college and ready for life
Some grow to get a job just to help with the lights
It's two different grinds don't judge mines now is you listening
Loud with the bad but when its good they be whispering
So use to be lone it's like get the f** from round me
Tried to speak yall was sleep and dry responses won't drown me
Lost in my world but the music just found me
So when I done turned gen don't be tryna get downy
Some truth for yo a** (X2)aye(X4)