20-15 was worst 365 of my life So many lies and broken promises gave up on the hype Hype of hoping was like “Am I supposed to have rights?” Why do I scope out the reason to even roast on the mic Cause yall don't hear me I'm either too real or too eerie And I refuse the f**ing follow cause that sh** yall on weary Walking around the people who got it better and the shopping out Slowly forming a hater like “What f** You Smiling Bout” I am just so down and out Drowning in this mounted drought People scheming my mother Trying Cons us in a rounded route Type of smile that make you get to thinking its heaven sent Shaking the hands looking closer realizing it's a devil's grin But the deal is seal So now you falling down a hill Swallowed into the bottom where n***as fighting over meals And it's every man for himself Ain't no such thing help Shut the f** up or die b**h we all k**ing wealth Expect your friends to betray Prepare for your plans to delay f** a love life cause they never ever in it to stay I try the kindness of ways But they just push you to break And i'm so sick of the bottom man no more I can say All You candy rappers ain't nothing but of now or laters See with me the difference is im a now and later f** out my way no need to spray still annihilate “ya” Im tryna star in something new Sanna Lathan f** with “Tha Kidd” ehh that's a violation Ima trying make it Applying patience Define greatness Where blind payments don't see beyond Fond entertainment for Higher maintenance When chances runs through you got to take it Jumping for the shot to gun it like i'm 5 gauging I'm black and I rap but there's more to the truth And the only way you cage me is if i'm staging as luke Cause yall only get to see What they showing to you Some grow to go to college and ready for life Some grow to get a job just to help with the lights It's two different grinds don't judge mines now is you listening Loud with the bad but when its good they be whispering So use to be lone it's like get the f** from round me Tried to speak yall was sleep and dry responses won't drown me Lost in my world but the music just found me So when I done turned gen don't be tryna get downy Some truth for yo a** (X2)aye(X4)