what is this before me
a goal so selfish
so human
do you crush your soul
can you stick it back together
forever, forever
a lie i tell myself so
i dont scream
till im crazy
bleeding
everywhere
to gouge out my eyes
and cut out my tongue
to live a lie
ignorance is bliss
or so im told
by the falsely
intelligent, creative, and beautiful
forever, forever
you haunt me
like a million
bones crushing
cliches
i want to hunt you
strike at you
where the blood flows everywhere
and i can
sleep at night
where a smile
isnt a knife
and a frown
isnt
an
embrace