Aria (US) - As If Forever Really Exists lyrics

what is this before me a goal so selfish so human do you crush your soul can you stick it back together forever, forever a lie i tell myself so i dont scream till im crazy bleeding everywhere to gouge out my eyes and cut out my tongue to live a lie ignorance is bliss or so im told by the falsely intelligent, creative, and beautiful forever, forever you haunt me like a million bones crushing cliches i want to hunt you strike at you where the blood flows everywhere and i can sleep at night where a smile isnt a knife and a frown isnt an embrace