[Intro:]
There are so many things that I don't understand
Like why am I so lost if I have a captain.
I toss back and forth but the seat full wins,
And if it all falls, look within.
I've been breaking hearts way too long
I did this from the start, now I'm all alone.
So focus on the heart if you want a home
I can't settle for that cardboard box no more.
[Verse 1:]
Early Christmas morning at the table with my momma
Steams coming off the coffee, talking about the father
Bees of the conversation I cherish and I hold on to
She asked me "is there a girl in your life that you're fond of?"
Well, not yet, feels like I'm looking for the Lochness.
I ain't even really got a prospect
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I don't think I found what I want yet.
But let me be blind, no pothead,
I'm going through a process to stop seeing human as objects
Cause the meaning of marriage is not s**.
It's so much more, this ain't no beauty contest
When you play that game then somebody always got next.
If charm is deceiving and beauty's vain, then I bet
The standards we judge most people are just nonsense.
I put too much emphasis on my preferences,
Damn, I'm feeling shallow just the dressing is
Cause God loves me despite how much a mess I am
And I'm righting off shawties whose bodies is less impressive like
[Hook:]
I'm caught up in this game again
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening?
I don't know if she the one,
But I don't wanna lose a love.
I'm caught up in this game again,
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening?
I don't know if she the one,
But I don't wanna lose a love.
[Verse 2:]
Going back in o one, highschool mec was so fun,
Making chicks my baby, then on to the next one, Jay-Z.
O one turned to O four, late night games at your dorm,
Let's take a walk, your girls hating,
We're just flirting, we ain't dating.
O four turned to O six, and you're so sick,
Asking me "is that your chick?"
And I'm like "yes, feeling putting her in a white dress".
And you cry, I loved you, I ain't mean it, but I said it,
Now I'm married with a trail of broken hearts and I'd be rather dead.
Should've treated you like you was God's daughter,
Cause you was, but I got caught up, now I got Karma.
Karma, 2012 and now I got daughters,
And I'd k** the dude that will ever do them like I did you.
Now to miss the names, that's too long to mention,
But I'm the one who climps in, I did my dirt
And then some pain was never intention,
I pray for your forgiveness,
Thank God He saved me from my sins, but not my consequences.
[Hook:]
I'm caught up in this game again
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening?
I don't know if she the one,
But I don't wanna lose a love.
I'm caught up in this game again,
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening?
I don't know if she the one,
But I don't wanna lose a love.
[Outro:]
There are so many things that I don't understand
Like why am I so lost if I have a captain.
I toss back and forth but the seat full wins,
And if it all falls, look within.
I've been breaking hearts way too long
I did this from the start, now I'm all alone.
So focus on the heart if you want a home
I can't settle for that cardboard box no more.
I'm caught up in this game again
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening?
I don't know if she the one,
But I don't wanna lose a love.
I'm caught up in this game again,
She's asking if we're more than friends
Why is this happening?
I don't know if she the one,
But I don't wanna lose a love.