[Intro:] There are so many things that I don't understand Like why am I so lost if I have a captain. I toss back and forth but the seat full wins, And if it all falls, look within. I've been breaking hearts way too long I did this from the start, now I'm all alone. So focus on the heart if you want a home I can't settle for that cardboard box no more. [Verse 1:] Early Christmas morning at the table with my momma Steams coming off the coffee, talking about the father Bees of the conversation I cherish and I hold on to She asked me "is there a girl in your life that you're fond of?" Well, not yet, feels like I'm looking for the Lochness. I ain't even really got a prospect sponsored links I don't think I found what I want yet. But let me be blind, no pothead, I'm going through a process to stop seeing human as objects Cause the meaning of marriage is not s**. It's so much more, this ain't no beauty contest When you play that game then somebody always got next. If charm is deceiving and beauty's vain, then I bet The standards we judge most people are just nonsense. I put too much emphasis on my preferences, Damn, I'm feeling shallow just the dressing is Cause God loves me despite how much a mess I am And I'm righting off shawties whose bodies is less impressive like [Hook:] I'm caught up in this game again She's asking if we're more than friends Why is this happening? I don't know if she the one, But I don't wanna lose a love. I'm caught up in this game again, She's asking if we're more than friends Why is this happening? I don't know if she the one, But I don't wanna lose a love. [Verse 2:] Going back in o one, highschool mec was so fun, Making chicks my baby, then on to the next one, Jay-Z. O one turned to O four, late night games at your dorm, Let's take a walk, your girls hating, We're just flirting, we ain't dating. O four turned to O six, and you're so sick, Asking me "is that your chick?" And I'm like "yes, feeling putting her in a white dress". And you cry, I loved you, I ain't mean it, but I said it, Now I'm married with a trail of broken hearts and I'd be rather dead. Should've treated you like you was God's daughter, Cause you was, but I got caught up, now I got Karma. Karma, 2012 and now I got daughters, And I'd k** the dude that will ever do them like I did you. Now to miss the names, that's too long to mention, But I'm the one who climps in, I did my dirt And then some pain was never intention, I pray for your forgiveness, Thank God He saved me from my sins, but not my consequences. [Hook:] I'm caught up in this game again She's asking if we're more than friends Why is this happening? I don't know if she the one, But I don't wanna lose a love. I'm caught up in this game again, She's asking if we're more than friends Why is this happening? I don't know if she the one, But I don't wanna lose a love. [Outro:] There are so many things that I don't understand Like why am I so lost if I have a captain. I toss back and forth but the seat full wins, And if it all falls, look within. I've been breaking hearts way too long I did this from the start, now I'm all alone. So focus on the heart if you want a home I can't settle for that cardboard box no more. I'm caught up in this game again She's asking if we're more than friends Why is this happening? I don't know if she the one, But I don't wanna lose a love. I'm caught up in this game again, She's asking if we're more than friends Why is this happening? I don't know if she the one, But I don't wanna lose a love.