Hold out on what is real
I believed in an open-ended fate
And everything I took for granted
Will all but redefine me
Blank stares calling out the coward in me
Their eyes pierce like bitter cold
I built this hell with my own two hands
Blood mixed with the mortar and bricks made of f**ing gold
Keep me awake, and embrace the nothing
Being buried alive under the weight of pa**ing time
I can't breathe, I can't see through these bloodshot eyes
Keep me alive, these chains that bind and break me
Attached to the anchors of my demise
And I will rest on the ocean floor
I am deadweight
Regret is all I have, I hold against myself the weight of the world
As the weight of my world comes crashing down, I can't win
Regret is all I know, hold against myself the weight of the world
As the weight of my world comes crashing down, I can't win
All I know, is this hell I've built
And all I hear are the wolves at my doorstep
They're taking all I have; they're waiting patiently to watch me fall
Regret is all I have, I hold against myself the weight of the world
As the weight of my world comes crashing down, I can't win
Regret is all I know, I hold against myself the weight of the world
As the weight of my world comes crashing down, I can't win