Advocates - Deadweight lyrics

Hold out on what is real I believed in an open-ended fate And everything I took for granted Will all but redefine me Blank stares calling out the coward in me Their eyes pierce like bitter cold I built this hell with my own two hands Blood mixed with the mortar and bricks made of f**ing gold Keep me awake, and embrace the nothing Being buried alive under the weight of pa**ing time I can't breathe, I can't see through these bloodshot eyes Keep me alive, these chains that bind and break me Attached to the anchors of my demise And I will rest on the ocean floor I am deadweight Regret is all I have, I hold against myself the weight of the world As the weight of my world comes crashing down, I can't win Regret is all I know, hold against myself the weight of the world As the weight of my world comes crashing down, I can't win All I know, is this hell I've built And all I hear are the wolves at my doorstep They're taking all I have; they're waiting patiently to watch me fall Regret is all I have, I hold against myself the weight of the world As the weight of my world comes crashing down, I can't win Regret is all I know, I hold against myself the weight of the world As the weight of my world comes crashing down, I can't win