I told Levi I quit rappin
But it only took a number before I was back at it
These chapters in my life I'm writing a new pa**age
Back up in the lab and I craft em a new cla**ic
If I'm honest, I'm scared of d**h and movin
I'm scared to see my friends cause they're everything I'm losing
I'm scared of messing up
I'm scared of not improving
I'm scared of never graduating, I don't know what I'm doing
I had a dream I fell in love
And then I woke up with a pain in my freaking chest and man I'm so done
I'm looking in the mirror, like this is all I got to work with
I can't even decide who to spend my time on earth with
My friends are drug dealers and addicts
But they relate to what I'm saying when I'm rappin
Cus I'm honest when I'm sad or when I'm mad or when it happens
I just I hope I stay the same and don't change like the fashion
I don't think I'm
Ready yet(x3)
I don't think I'm
Ready yet(x2)
I don't want to
Grow up(x28)
The biggest thing that scares me is my future
I'm aiming for the moon but I end up hitting Pluto
I'm way off
I don't know if I can make my dreams real
And I can't promise that all of my wounds are healed
I'm packing up all this baggage
And handling all this crap
And they act like it's all okay
But actually it's damaging
I'm about to get a manager
For losing my sanity
Staring at these pairs of J's praying they'll change gravity
To prideful to ask for help
Like I'll make it through myself
Can i really go to heaven
Or will I end up In hell
We ain't gonna live forever
Ain't no saved by the Bell
And it don't matter how rich you are
You aren't saved by your wealth
Trying to make it through this verse without lying
Shoot, I'm trying to make it through this verse without crying
I'm trying to make it through this life without dying
But there ain't no way I'll make through this life without trying
I don't think I'm
Ready yet(x3)
I don't think I'm
Ready yet(x2)
I don't want to
Grow up(x28)