Adrian Stresow - Grow Up lyrics

I told Levi I quit rappin But it only took a number before I was back at it These chapters in my life I'm writing a new pa**age Back up in the lab and I craft em a new cla**ic If I'm honest, I'm scared of d**h and movin I'm scared to see my friends cause they're everything I'm losing I'm scared of messing up I'm scared of not improving I'm scared of never graduating, I don't know what I'm doing I had a dream I fell in love And then I woke up with a pain in my freaking chest and man I'm so done I'm looking in the mirror, like this is all I got to work with I can't even decide who to spend my time on earth with My friends are drug dealers and addicts But they relate to what I'm saying when I'm rappin Cus I'm honest when I'm sad or when I'm mad or when it happens I just I hope I stay the same and don't change like the fashion I don't think I'm Ready yet(x3) I don't think I'm Ready yet(x2) I don't want to Grow up(x28) The biggest thing that scares me is my future I'm aiming for the moon but I end up hitting Pluto I'm way off I don't know if I can make my dreams real And I can't promise that all of my wounds are healed I'm packing up all this baggage And handling all this crap And they act like it's all okay But actually it's damaging I'm about to get a manager For losing my sanity Staring at these pairs of J's praying they'll change gravity To prideful to ask for help Like I'll make it through myself Can i really go to heaven Or will I end up In hell We ain't gonna live forever Ain't no saved by the Bell And it don't matter how rich you are You aren't saved by your wealth Trying to make it through this verse without lying Shoot, I'm trying to make it through this verse without crying I'm trying to make it through this life without dying But there ain't no way I'll make through this life without trying I don't think I'm Ready yet(x3) I don't think I'm Ready yet(x2) I don't want to Grow up(x28)