I watch the waves upon the water, searching for a reason
But I know it isn't there (know it isn't there, know it isn't there)
And so I struggle with the meaning, in spite of all these feelings
I know it isn't fair (know it isn't fair, know it isn't fair)
So I lie awake, hope and pray
The emptiness I feel inside would just go away
But it's plain to see, what's k**ing me
I've realized I'm not afraid to love you
In spite of all the reasons, in spite of all the pain
I know you were always there
Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad
I know you were always there
I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear
Where do I go from here?
I hear it echoing like thunder
Blanketing my memories, of all my yesterdays
And still I struggle with the meaning, in spite of all these feelings
So tell me who's to blame
So I lie awake, hope and pray
The emptiness I feel inside would just go away
But it's plain to see, what's k**ing me
I've realized how much I really need you
In spite of all the reasons, in spite of all the pain
I know you were always there
Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad
I know you were always there
I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear
Where do I go from here?
Where do I go from here?
I'm standing out here in the rain
Feeling like a fool again
Stuck in the life I'm leading
Feeling like a love life beaten
Don't leave me out here in the cold
Don't make me walk that long and lonely road
So I lie awake, hope and pray
The emptiness I feel inside would just go away
But it's plain to see, what's k**ing me
I've realized how much I really miss you
In spite of all the reasons, in spite of all the pain
I know you were always there
Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad
I know you were always there
I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear
Where do I go from here?
Where do I go from here?