I watch the waves upon the water, searching for a reason But I know it isn't there (know it isn't there, know it isn't there) And so I struggle with the meaning, in spite of all these feelings I know it isn't fair (know it isn't fair, know it isn't fair) So I lie awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's k**ing me I've realized I'm not afraid to love you In spite of all the reasons, in spite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? I hear it echoing like thunder Blanketing my memories, of all my yesterdays And still I struggle with the meaning, in spite of all these feelings So tell me who's to blame So I lie awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's k**ing me I've realized how much I really need you In spite of all the reasons, in spite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here? I'm standing out here in the rain Feeling like a fool again Stuck in the life I'm leading Feeling like a love life beaten Don't leave me out here in the cold Don't make me walk that long and lonely road So I lie awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's k**ing me I've realized how much I really miss you In spite of all the reasons, in spite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here?