The first time I started writing
Everybody was joking but they didn't even saw it
How do they know that it was worst than you
But now Im still writing but nobody's joking
I want to make a big succes
To reach this would be a great happines
If I ever have a chance to do it I will not miss it
I will work hard with my brain
Everyone will scream loud my name
For me its not a motherf**ing game
Im serious with all this
I will never give up I promisse
Right know im trying to find some rhymes
Im thinking about what to write
Should I do this, should I do that
Yoo b**h Im not to fat
Im standing here listening the others
Its to hot outside its already summer
f**ing school I don't want to go in it
f** all this I will sh** on it
I was a memeber of a group but then I left my country I was a Stan
I live my life like I want
You need pa**ion to write lyricses like me
What I see in my head, in my head are just words
At the moment you are angry at me
I understand but im not biggie
Im not a legend like SLIM SHADY
The road is full of people, fake people
They are talking sh** about me
But I don't give a f** about them
Because I go on my way I follow myself
Im not making jokes about all this
I only follow the roads PEACE
I believe in myself its the same about you
I believe what I am and if you want to change than f** off
Im not obssesed by you
Im just stressed when I say I love you
Im treated like an animal
I will tell you what I am, I AM A CRIMINAL
Im asking you please forgive me
I never met a girl like you
Even if you are angry at me I still trust you
He told me that someone else loves you
If you need to chose between me and him
I know I have no chance thats f**ing true
I'm no more afraid but I still need you
If he hurts you im gonna hurt him
I will never let someone to hurt you
No matter if you love me or not you are mine
Oh yeah remember the number 99
Every night im crying because you won't to talk with me
Thats hurt deep in my heart
Don't worry im enough smart
I don't show my tears infront of you
You can't even hear my screams thats true
I want to be a big millionaire
But all the money went back up in the air
I started from the bottom im still on it
You want a rap battle with me bring on it
Get out of here thats my place sh*t!!!!
I remember everything what happend
It pa**ed away but its still in my heart at the end
I was angry at him but I didn't show it
I don't know why but I was hypocrite
Inside of me was a monster, my dream to be a rapper
Now im going to school but im still writing
Lyrics per lyrics for all them i need inspiration
All what i have is some motivation
I don't know if my dream will comme true
All what I know is that I will always love you
I never called you a b**h
My rhymes are sh** I know
Thats not my fault and you, you just read
Read them louder than ever
Because no one heard them ever
I can see every night everywere witches
I'm not sure maybe they are b*tchES!!!
I was born the war finished
There was a big storm everyone screamed
I was a baby my mother held me
I was crying she was runing
The fu*kING police kicked him
My brother was watching like nothing happend
The war didn't stopped
We went to the hospital they kicked our a** out
We needed to get out to save our self
f** SERBIANS I still hate them
Forgive we won't, forget we can't
My first birthday I celebrated it in hospital
I still remember when the doctor brought the birthday cake
I saw my mother she was crying, my brother was smilling
My father wasn't there he was working
Maybe I was smiling but deep inside of me I was crying
But I didn't show it
I was sick my mom took care of me
She was standing next to me
And she was singing a song to me!!
In 2003 my sister was born!
I was happy but I couldn't see her
So i waited at home with my brother we were excited!
She came home she was sleeping
I was crying of happines
I didn't showed my saddnes
I thought that he will never a mistake
Bu he did, he did a big mistake
He took all the money my mother wasn't sleeping all night
She showed her tears I showed mine
She showed her feeling, I showed mine
I will never forget what he did
But I still love him because he is my FATHER
Even me, I made to much mistakes
I regret all what I have done
But now I'm gonna chnage
I promisse you from now I will listen to YOU!!!