AD - Life in other ways lyrics

The first time I started writing Everybody was joking but they didn't even saw it How do they know that it was worst than you But now Im still writing but nobody's joking I want to make a big succes To reach this would be a great happines If I ever have a chance to do it I will not miss it I will work hard with my brain Everyone will scream loud my name For me its not a motherf**ing game Im serious with all this I will never give up I promisse Right know im trying to find some rhymes Im thinking about what to write Should I do this, should I do that Yoo b**h Im not to fat Im standing here listening the others Its to hot outside its already summer f**ing school I don't want to go in it f** all this I will sh** on it I was a memeber of a group but then I left my country I was a Stan I live my life like I want You need pa**ion to write lyricses like me What I see in my head, in my head are just words At the moment you are angry at me I understand but im not biggie Im not a legend like SLIM SHADY The road is full of people, fake people They are talking sh** about me But I don't give a f** about them Because I go on my way I follow myself Im not making jokes about all this I only follow the roads PEACE I believe in myself its the same about you I believe what I am and if you want to change than f** off Im not obssesed by you Im just stressed when I say I love you Im treated like an animal I will tell you what I am, I AM A CRIMINAL Im asking you please forgive me I never met a girl like you Even if you are angry at me I still trust you He told me that someone else loves you If you need to chose between me and him I know I have no chance thats f**ing true I'm no more afraid but I still need you If he hurts you im gonna hurt him I will never let someone to hurt you No matter if you love me or not you are mine Oh yeah remember the number 99 Every night im crying because you won't to talk with me Thats hurt deep in my heart Don't worry im enough smart I don't show my tears infront of you You can't even hear my screams thats true I want to be a big millionaire But all the money went back up in the air I started from the bottom im still on it You want a rap battle with me bring on it Get out of here thats my place sh*t!!!! I remember everything what happend It pa**ed away but its still in my heart at the end I was angry at him but I didn't show it I don't know why but I was hypocrite Inside of me was a monster, my dream to be a rapper Now im going to school but im still writing Lyrics per lyrics for all them i need inspiration All what i have is some motivation I don't know if my dream will comme true All what I know is that I will always love you I never called you a b**h My rhymes are sh** I know Thats not my fault and you, you just read Read them louder than ever Because no one heard them ever I can see every night everywere witches I'm not sure maybe they are b*tchES!!! I was born the war finished There was a big storm everyone screamed I was a baby my mother held me I was crying she was runing The fu*kING police kicked him My brother was watching like nothing happend The war didn't stopped We went to the hospital they kicked our a** out We needed to get out to save our self f** SERBIANS I still hate them Forgive we won't, forget we can't My first birthday I celebrated it in hospital I still remember when the doctor brought the birthday cake I saw my mother she was crying, my brother was smilling My father wasn't there he was working Maybe I was smiling but deep inside of me I was crying But I didn't show it I was sick my mom took care of me She was standing next to me And she was singing a song to me!! In 2003 my sister was born! I was happy but I couldn't see her So i waited at home with my brother we were excited! She came home she was sleeping I was crying of happines I didn't showed my saddnes I thought that he will never a mistake Bu he did, he did a big mistake He took all the money my mother wasn't sleeping all night She showed her tears I showed mine She showed her feeling, I showed mine I will never forget what he did But I still love him because he is my FATHER Even me, I made to much mistakes I regret all what I have done But now I'm gonna chnage I promisse you from now I will listen to YOU!!!