you are so changed since I met you
vague moments seem to come more often
why do you use it; throwing your life away
tearing your friends and family with you
first on party's, now you can't miss your daily dose
an egoist or just a stupid ba*tard
don't you see there's more to live for
you seem to be content, but are you?
why? are you thinking only about yourself
how! can you live like this; you only have yourself
when! will you realize, when will you realize
victims! why can't you see
sometimes I wonder why people use d**
started as a game now there's nothing left for you
it isn't cool; it doesn't solve problems
you just create other ones you don't see
your body and emotions are like a shrinking nut
surrounded by a haze of unreality
creating your own perfect chaos
neverending ignorance