you are so changed since I met you vague moments seem to come more often why do you use it; throwing your life away tearing your friends and family with you first on party's, now you can't miss your daily dose an egoist or just a stupid ba*tard don't you see there's more to live for you seem to be content, but are you? why? are you thinking only about yourself how! can you live like this; you only have yourself when! will you realize, when will you realize victims! why can't you see sometimes I wonder why people use d** started as a game now there's nothing left for you it isn't cool; it doesn't solve problems you just create other ones you don't see your body and emotions are like a shrinking nut surrounded by a haze of unreality creating your own perfect chaos neverending ignorance