Feel like i lost myself a couple years ago, i never asked for help i tried to do it alone
Now i'm gathering what is left of me. now i'm finally doing what is best for me
Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was
Never lived my life, knowing what enough was
Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision
Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was
Stopped pretending i was finе because i felt too imprisonеd in the state i was
Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was
I could never seem to find the answer to it
I used yo always blame it on myself
The scars on my arms are a permanent memory, of what i tried to run from every time
Guess i'll never know what a free will is like. the damage is done, i'll get by
Feel like i lost myself a couple years ago, i never asked for help i tried to do it alone
Now i'm gathering what is left of me. now i'm finally doing what is best for me
Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was
Never lived my life, knowing what enough was
Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision
Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was
Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was
Stopped pretending i was fine yeah, stopped pretending i was fine yeah
Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was
Stopped pretending i was fine yeah, stopped pretending i was fine yeah
It's time for me to deal with all the consequences
Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was