ABOC - I'll Get By lyrics

Feel like i lost myself a couple years ago, i never asked for help i tried to do it alone Now i'm gathering what is left of me. now i'm finally doing what is best for me Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was Never lived my life, knowing what enough was Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was Stopped pretending i was finе because i felt too imprisonеd in the state i was Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was I could never seem to find the answer to it I used yo always blame it on myself The scars on my arms are a permanent memory, of what i tried to run from every time Guess i'll never know what a free will is like. the damage is done, i'll get by Feel like i lost myself a couple years ago, i never asked for help i tried to do it alone Now i'm gathering what is left of me. now i'm finally doing what is best for me Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was Never lived my life, knowing what enough was Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was Stopped pretending i was fine yeah, stopped pretending i was fine yeah Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was Stopped pretending i was fine yeah, stopped pretending i was fine yeah It's time for me to deal with all the consequences Stopped pretending i was fine because i felt too imprisoned in the state i was