I don't drink to forget
I drink so I can suffer twice as much
'cause in this world of pain
Nothing breaks the memory of your touch
What was I thinking
I should have kept drinking
To flood you face from my mind
But now it's over and I'm sober enough
To know you f**ed my mind
Love can seem like slow d**h
If it's not returned
You will feel your body and soul
Start to burn with desire
And unrelenting pain
The tears they cloud my eyes
I bite my tongue till I taste my blood
So you won't hear my cries
Hiding in my private darkness
I put you out of my mind
My fear of d**h being overcome
By my hatred for this life