ZuK - The Sad Suburban lyrics

[Intro] ZuK is in the building I'm just the sad suburban Just another kid on the block No one can help me [Verse 1] I'm just the sad suburban living off my parents Got a room that I'm not sharing but I treat it like a burden Looking fine by my appearance (?) And I like to praise my lyrics like a preacher prays the spirit Speaking of which, I couldn't be farther from God The only f**ing holy trinity I got is a tripod (Spoken) I got my feelings on shuffle like iPod Bipolar mentality; but I know you ain't my God I might be blessed but I'm not screaming out, "Why, God?" I say, "f** the universe", I don't care if the vibe's odd [Verse 2] I'm saying, "f** the universe" and the b**hes that comin' with it No one cares about your sadness Take your life and you go live it with a different motive everyday You want to lead your life astray and don't accomplish anything You pa** your hopes and dreams to me I'm treated like a joke Why? I'm pa**ed around and laughed at I didn't even hit the punchline I might just ruin your career for a job Call me Hannibal I'll jump into your car on the road like a dead animal Starting to get closer to hell, I'm a Satanist Shut the f** up, man, we get it, you're an Atheist I've counted all the times that you've said it and that's the eightieth Stop f**ing talking about it now, it's extraneous I don't give a f** either way b**h I'm Annihilus I'd just like to pull a chair and watch all of this violence Try to force your religion? I got my pad and stylus I just write down some bars I know will send you into silence I look ahead and see my dreams and I want them to stay Want them here so bad that I'm throwing my future away The moment I'm known around the world, that'll be the day But until then I guess I gotta walk this planet astray So I strive for excellence, nothing less can suffice Because the world you're living now is a fool's paradise I want to rise to the stars, I want to live divine Because once this life is gone I lose my mind [Outro] (?)