Zita Swoon - Teacher lyrics

When I woke I got up to collect my doubts I chewed them with my lucky jaw I chewed them with my lucky jaw I need someone to care for me A bigger heart to care for me What will I be without this force to support me? To collect me I used to think I was strong enough to cope with fears as deep and fierce as mine Hahahaha But then I broke And then I fell I screamed and curled and cracked and crawled Selfishness, foolishness Predicts defeat The jester rules the stronghold Love I saw, love I saw I had never seen a love that big before Carelessness, recklessness Predicts defeat The jester rules the stronghold A woman burned the castle mine She said I could no longer shine In armor she thought of as foul and fake But foul and fake was she to me I pushed her away she had to leave I was left alone in an empty black burned out field Oh what I desire Is my lover's great soothing fire For me Watching Waiting Trying to free Scattered around on the floor All the things of a boy The armor and the plans for war All meaningless but wonderful Caught in the caves on my hearts trampoline I can not be traced no I can not be seen I lie in my tomb but still suffer the pain The vision of you now is all that remains Oh it burns my eyes But love is great And love's divine To me