Zenith - 1993 lyrics

[St. Breeze] 93 the last year my family all together Had another reason but the truths soundin' better Mother said i always stay too long now im Scared to sleep to see our love undone See before birth i was loosely tied But now my grips weaker than on my first night But im blue not red limp hands like before Shifted years but im still tender Sown under my eyelids the filled thirst Im scared to sleep so destitch the colours first Embalm my body so the decay can delay i can stay young another day embalm my body The decay will slow today watch what tomorrow well grow Should I be next door when one by one we fall To hold the people we saw the memories together weve grown 'cus I fell in on my own Ill shut my eyes tight fingers crossed like on a Ryanair flight And a hopeful open mind hoping this plan might lead me Somewhere safe for the night Some say its an eternal resting place of love or of pain I say d**hs just a party in the rain