Yeah, you made it way too hard for me to leave But you made it even harder for me to stay That's just what happens when your heart's out on your sleeve It really ain't much you can do to ease the pain I smoke the dope until I'm numb like novocaine I used to say that I would never love again I made a promise I would never love the same But seasons change, as you can see right on the leaves Things change, it all falls like autumn leaves And if you lucky, you might get caught on the Breeze Remember days I used to get weak in the knees It turned to fighting, throwing dishes, grabbing keys I feel the blues, so I just keep playing the keys I just stay high and coexist in disbelief When sh*t go left you always running back to me It's way too much, it's getting hard for me to breathe The smoke is thick, it's getting hard for me to see I can forgive but I cannot forget a thing I can't just be the man that you want me to be Feel like the joker when I'm supposed to be the king I can't progress if I keep living in the past I can't put no one first if I'm gon' end up last Said fu*k a break I kept my foot right on the gas Then you hopped out the whip, all I can do is crash Yeah, you made it way too hard for me to leave But you made it even harder for me to stay That's just what happens when your heart's out on your sleeve It really ain't much you can do to ease the pain I smoke the dope until I'm numb like novocaine I used to say that I would never love again I made a promise I would never love the same But seasons change, as you can see right on the leaves