I was down I saw hell in her eyes I was something for her to despise She was ready to go for a ride But I took it much too far I think that if I don't stop The walls will crumble down Let it rain I've been holding it back for so long It was hard but I had to be strong Wouldn't let the pain get to you Couldn't let the anger get through I think that if I don't stop The walls will crumble down Been playing games with my mind I can leave this nightmare behind I can keep it inside if I try Be happy living a lie