Zeena Parkins - It's Not Up To You lyrics

[Verse 1] I wake up And the day feels broken I tilt my head I'm trying to get an angle Cause the evening I've always longed for It could still happen [Pre-Chorus] How do I master The perfect day Six gla**es of water Seven phone calls If you leave it alone It might just happen Anyway [Chorus] It's not up to you Oh it never really was It's not up to you Oh it never really was It's not up to you Well it never really was It's not up to you [Verse 2] If you wake up And the day feels a-broken Just lean into the crack (Just lean into the crack) And it will tremble Ever so nicely Notice how it sparkles Down there [Pre-Chorus] I can decide What I give But it's not up to me What I get given Unthinkable surprises About to happen But what they are [Chorus] It's not up to you It's not up to you Well it never really was It's not up to you Oh it never really was It's not up to you Oh it never really was It's not up to you Oh, me, share It's not up to you It's not up to you It's not up to you Oh, it never really was It's not up to you Well it never really was It's not up to you It's not up to you It's not up to you It's not up to you [Outro] There's too much Clinging To peak There's too much Pressure