Zara Kershaw - Count the Days lyrics

I think I'm stuck in the same gear I count the days since I've been here I lived a while then disappeared I left some words in detriments I thought the thought was losing in In point until ??? Stressed as far as I can be But I've been dreading carefully I don't wait to go to sleep again The monster underneath All the thinking I'm about 'Cause within I figure out I'm just guessing when I say That maybe one day I'll believe I'm obliged to live Could be much worse Could be alright But it could be bad turn I think I'm stuck in the same gear I count the days since I've been here Gone for a while then reappeared I'll play the socks in succulence Relive our latest sentiment This moment's only transient Looked as far as I can see Maybe I'm just hard to please I don't wait to go to sleep again The monster underneath All the thinking I'm about 'Cause within I figure out I'm just guessing when I say That maybe one day I'll believe (x2) I'm obliged to live Could be much worse Could be alright But it could be bad turn