Life for me is going so wrong And all the time Every day there's bad news This sickening pain, I'm sick of this pain There must've been something I did Here, I've cast out my pearls among pigs Was all my worrying in vain? Forget the future, I need to focus on now It only takes a little more than simple vow This world It is grown on me It encompa**es my darkening shadow And brings forth pain and suffering You got no clue how bad it is You have no idea what I've been through Not just on the outside world, but in my own world The walls of my security came tumbling down And I began to drown Falling down, to the very bottom, could I ever earn my crown? No I know my place As I keep falling I am reaching the end Each day I am aware I am getting closer and closer to the end Oh, it's such a tragedy that I must participate in this This falling cycle, called my life Where in the end it all goes away But I would be faced with all my fear Overwhelmed, I would beg you to wake me from this dream Somewhere, somehow, I know, that I have purpose here But my time will soon run out And, oh, oh how I dreadfully dear that day I would give up my heart to stop that day From ever even reaching me And I can't bear this relentless fear and anguish any longer No, no more, not any longer It's driving me insane