What do you do when you Come home to a fire What do you do when you Don't know how to cry How do you talk to Anyone if you don't think That what you feel is Really anything It's hot in this house and It won't get any cooler I don't know why i still Feel twisted in my stomach There's nothing i can Do to control it Im burning up and i Can't get out Pour water into me And hope that that can Drain something out Because im afraid that if i Don't learn how to connect That you won't know me Before you leave me But i need you to scrape Me clean because i don't know Why i am who i am There are knots in my Back that i've never thought About i like to Pretend that they're something Like yours but to tell You the truth i don't know What my back looks like I've never seen it but i know What it feels like