Zach Hallenbeck - Apple Cider Vinegar lyrics

[Intro: Naruto Shippūden] [Yūkimaru] You came back Guren, you came back It's because I was thinking of you Whenever someone is thinking of you That's the place you come back to [Guren] Yes, that's right All you had to do was think of me And see? I came back [Yūkimaru] Yeah, that makes me happy I'm coming back home You are my home, Guren The place I can return to That always welcomes me back with open arms Not sure if i'm moving forward or backward but im starting to see things in me that look like what it means to grow It hurts and feels bad and no not in the romantic way There's nothing beautiful about crying it just makes you feel alone But i'll find some way to not feel so cold in this state I really hope you can relate because when i lose that then on that day i will really know what it means to be alone Yeah until the day you tell me you don't love me like you used to i'll still find some speck of beauty in it I'm feeling like trying something new, because letting myself go is what led to you and i started making friends again I might not see them after this year again but at least i learned how to connect, or at least i am learning and trying to grow But i know i can't do this alone, because everything i learn is from seeing myself f** up and hurting someone that i love But if i end up alone and can't love anyone then i'll slowly fall back to my nest And ill forget all these knots how they strangle my chest And i'll be ready to die alone, yeah ill be ready for anything I'll be ready for anything, numb to f**ing everything, ready to die alone But don't let me live that way, don't let me die like that separate and ready As long as you hold me close, in the physical way or just let me know that you are thinking of me You know that im thinking of you, and if you dont well im telling you now that i haven't stopped in months I'm trying not to put up a front because now i know that that just makes everything worse and I need you to know how i feel, and i'm ready to be vulnerable, or at least i've already let myself be Please tell me you still want to raise a dog with me