Z-ro - Look What You Did To Me lyrics

[Z-Ro:] They tell me put the dole down & it won't hurt no more But the only thing I really seem to understand is murder more They tell me keep my trigger finger easy, I'll open up your body Too many casualties around here, dead bodies around here And I can't get caught up, preacher can you save me, save me. They said it was gonna get greater later But now I can't help to think that it ain't But a n***a was fed up with this life, thinkin' about runnin' a razor blade Cross my wrist, every last drop 'til I faint Taken out there, pullin' smith for the things that I never did Comin' up as a a young kid Tryin' to get rid of all the animosity towards me that was shown by the other kids. What did I do wrong? Why do everybody wanna see a n***a fall? Mama dead & Daddy can't be found. So when I'm stressed out, who the f** can I call? All alone in my own zone, with no friends So I chose to make friends with d** 'Cause everyday everybody around me Tryin' to clown me, so I got afraid & I got buzzed Out of frustration came aggravation Depression comin' down in my mind Kept a n***a confused & straight cryin' Dyin' from sweet sticks in line Throwed off in the mind Tryin' to wonder why do Jesus let this keep happenin' to a n***a that's steady bein' on his knees And I'm beggin' you please, have mercy on me Find a n***a a better way, right about now I'm to the point Somebody better take this infrared away 'Cause if it go too long & I got a piece of chrome And I want to you to come & look & see the monster that you've created Look at What You Did To Me. [Z-Ro:] They tell me all the liquor ain't good for me But it drowns out the vision of my casket It's either my life or your life, that's right I'm gon' let you have it Everyday haters, can't understand The way I move my hands in ways, not known to man 'Cause I can't get caught up Preacher can you save me, save me. [Z-Ro:] Could it be the invisible, individual n***a that got to get more bigger Got a hell of a one hitter quitter knock out, bigger Muthaf**er got more sk**s with a trigger Shootin' scud missiles, droppin' a bomb Chuckin' hand grenades, C4's explode When I be sleepin' on the same bench for 9 days Livin' off of hot water & cheerios Here it goes, my click back gotta roll n***a mind was thinkin' throwed. A 24 fists apposed to those They actin' like nothin' but b**hes & hoes Suppose, all a n***a wanted was the good life Live in upper cla**, laid back on my a** with a maid & a butler Sippin' on a ice cold gla** God damn it, I'm a do it but I had to start introducin' 'em' to mac 9 plus one that's 10 Better think many murders would of been avoided I just wanted a friend, feel me But they can't k** me, but I don't give a f** if I bust with a gun 'cause I don't give a damn no more You ain't dealin' with the same muthaf**er from 3 years ago Will a n***a fight fair, knockin' out a patch out your hair With a quick lick, from a damn breakin' a n***a done went crazy Look at what civilization done made me This is my era of terror, I am the man with the gun that admitted never to miss, would've ever miss When it be bustin' alot of you gonna be rushin' 'Cause a n***a war like this Innocent child with a smile with a dreams of advanced To the top, but I got a gun in your mouth You want to respect me now, should've respected a n***a when you had a chance Haters, been makin' me into a punk tryin' to figure me weak Better get ready fore' them put zip-locs And a whole of cops & a whole lot of blood stained Sheets, drunk alot of beers, shed a bunch of tears When I reminisce on them years, when I see little boys & girls livin' the life that I wanted to live Since I really couldn't live with it It's gonna be hard for the other muthaf**ers to try 'Cause they dyin' hey mama I want my Tunker toys right now Don't make me cry, I don't wanna have to k** again I k** 'em out 'til the world is empty Look at the the album cover That's what you did to me. (*talking*) If I done told you once I done told you a thousand times It's plain to see that you can't change me, n***a 'Cause I'm a forever be a n***a for life A thug n***a, a Gorilla Maab n***a A k**er Klan n***a, a Mo' City n***a Mo' City means more k**ers, more blood spillers More burglars, more murderers More kick door burglars More n***as that'll slap a patch out your muthaf**in' a** For real, count on it, respect it Trust it & believe it, we ain't no fake a** n***as we real, packin' loaded steel Ready to bust at will, we don't love you Look at What You Did To Me.