Yungen - Don't Take It Personal lyrics

[Hook: Sample of Jhené Aiko's - The Worst] I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you But I want you I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to But I love you I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you But I want you I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to But I love you [Verse 1] They just see the final edit, they don't ever know behind the scenes CJ's living a nightmare, Yungen's living the dream Wore a fake smile for years, now it's starting to wear off, sh** they ain't got a clue where I been They say I'm paranoid, well you try being kidnapped as a kid A gun put to your head and taken from where you live I saw psychiatrists for months, them people mess up how you think I swear to God I ain't been the same since Too young to understand, but old enough to be scared My dad took me to Jamaica until everything cleared Come back to a new house, new school - now everything's so weird Thinking back it still leaves me in tears Fast forward some years My mum f**ed off to Jamaica Left me home alone at 13, that sh** made me hate her Probably 'cos I used to love her so much She was gone 3 months and barely kept in touch Going through hell, thinking life ain't fair I felt like my older sister was the only one there No electric, no gas here but who can I tell 'cos if I do I'll probably end up in care But while you was out robbing man for fun, I was robbing 'cos I had to Everybody called me a bad yout' That tore me up because they didn't have a clue They judged me, I just wished they knew [Hook] Don't take this personal I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you But I want you I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to But I love you Don't take this personal I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you But I want you I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to But I love you [verse 2: Yungen] I ain't been school in weeks I was out on the streets There weren't one single lesson teaching me how to eat Has your house ever been so cold you can't sleep? I was in the ends trying to make ends meet Yeah, my mum come back but she was gone again before I knew it It's sad, I just got used to it But when she came back for good she kicked me out, yeah I've been through it Only the Lord knows how I didn't lose it They tried to put me in a hostel in a ends that I've got beef in It's so peak that I ain't sleeping I just wanna go home but it's real here and I ain't leavin' Trying to speak to God, all I got was a ceiling Hoping my dad would come and save me but he ain't tried Plus one of my closest friends just died I felt like my whole world was crumblin' before my eyes There were times I didn't wanna be alive But take all of this away I wouldn't be who I am Even though it wasn't part of the plan Real sh**, that turned me from a boy to a man I'm tryna sort everything that I can Tryna rebuild with my mum, hoping she's gonna change Even though they say that she's to blame But for once in my life, I don't need her but I want her, I still love her, I hope she feels the same [Hook] Don't take this personal I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you But I want you I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to But I love you Don't take this personal I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you But I want you I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to But I love you Don't take this personal