Yung Thom - Interlude lyrics

{Verse} It’s so absurd, absorb the blood Accelerate the car, need to brighten up Can’t afford any more Admire the pain Condemned useless, there's no value to me And this feeling it’s patchy, time to kick off my plan Fill my flimsy body with pills until blue fills my hands And the grey walls speak to me, they want me dead But that’s nothing new, I know I want it as well And at night I sneaked into the kitchen Took my mom's pills, which are prescriptions And they make me feel so well, so good, alive And if I take a knife, I think I might die