Yung Bloodshot - Pain lyrics

(Verse 1) Hello my past love, what you doing? //Probably not thinking about me// You gave up without you knowing what you was losing //You didn't think about me// I wrote a million poems and broke a million laws It should be illegal how you just stood there and let it fall I was paying for mistakes that weren't even f**ing mine "Just be patient, Jay everything takes time" That was me convincing myself in a world full of fantasies I was stupid enough to actually believe you would marry me Time, money, effort Blood, sweat and tears //You didn't think about me// (Chorus) I feel the pain trying to let you go (let you go) I feel the pain when I'm alone (when I'm alone) I feel the pain cuz you're gone and I'm trying to stay strong But since I wrote this song, all I think about is you (Verse 2) I just sit here and reminisce about the time you were mine We spread wings holding hands, we felt that we could fly I'd give a year of my future to relive my year with you I loved and cherished ever second, I don't think you had a clue Was I too this? Did I do that? All these f**ing insecurities I'm sick of you, but our memories are the only things that's curing May the wind take my shame and the rain wash my pain And hopefully time will erase your name from my brain //Don't wanna think about you// //You didn't think about me// Condemned to the life you tossed me in, alone and forgotten I can feel the hate, I can feel my heart begin to rotten (Chorus) I feel the pain trying to let you go (let you go) I feel the pain when I'm alone (when I'm alone) I feel the pain cuz you're gone and I'm trying to stay strong But since I wrote this song, all I think about is you