YU - The Mad Writer lyrics

A writer sits in front of his old typewriter Four corner room in solitude is where you might find him Or maybe not, in that secluded spot His hands get hot as the ink drops Staring at the page, he don't blink a lot Taking slow sips and chugging from a gold goblet Life events made him cold-hearted, so he wrote about it Dark lines sit deep under his eyelids Depressed, plus in need of rest; That's just to redirect his hatred So many times he ain't say sh**, seemed patient But he locked them feelings in the basement And now he writes fiction mixing moments from his past And his fans don't understand how real they are, he had to laugh Somebody had asked him where his inspiration was from About a boy very young sodomized with a gun A tear fell from his left eye and then he tried to lie And said that in his idle time he dreamed a storyline Going on 45 Fury since his shorty, "Worry" never dies It will subside; reason he never kept his head up high Seldom smiled since a pedophile that pinned him down Now he sit around pondering on how he'd get 'em now When you're down, drowning in the "why", "how", and the "when" It's like a reenactment that's happening over again Them dark clouds is over him while he was holding that pen A good thing he started writing rather then holding it in At this point he got 5 books published, a lot of luggage Seemingly doing well, cause that hell, he rise above it He kept the truth from the public with a default smile Camouflaging cause that's the sh** that he's on now A better life to live: the house dog, the wife, and the kids Fooling everyone but himself, walking right off the edge Ain't nobody knows what he went through His mate thought she could relate, he said, "not even you" With a straight face she can't understand him, so then she exits Clears the joint account and then bounce like he expected Another one that wasn't built to last He going mad sitting up in his pad Lit with the crooked laugh As hes typing up the next best seller 'Bout a writer end up k**ing himself when his ex left him His fans read about it on the following day "The Mad Writer" was the title, story on front page It said.....