Young Wicked - Drinkin' On My Fiff lyrics

[Intro:] Hello everybody, my name is James and I'm an alcoholic I've been struggling with this since I was a young teenager And as I grow older it just gets worse Feels like alcoholism is the reason I lost everything that I loved in my life For some reason it's the only thing That takes the pain of that away again It's like the only thing that can k** my pain is another drink If you understand how this might make a motherf**er go kinda Kinda f**ing crazy, you know what I'm saying? [Verse 1] Don't leave me alone now When I'm alone I'm not my own self A different person starts to grow inside me I can't walk away He's in my dome now Telling me I shouldn't have grown up I should've died and I'm just a waste of space And the only relief is a couple of drinks A shot of the brown burn it right out of me This feeling of pain, am I just insane? Cause that's what my whole family thinks Bent over the sink, trying to think of a reason to stop that Always the pain, sometimes the pain is so much I can't even get up I thought I was tough, does that mean I'm lying about all the other stuff I know that when I was drinking I just didn't gave a motherf**, I was [Hook:] Drinking on my fifth had my b**h rolling up a spliff [x3] I be on my sh**, I-I be on my sh** I was (gone!) [Verse 2:] Keep the drinks cold now Keep that f**ing blunt rolled up There's not a force that can hold us Cause I'm burning way too hot, I can't stop I got a problem staying sober Chip on my shoulder as I get older I wonder how could I end up broken? I cut my heart out and live wide open Showing them all That everyday is just more of the pain Since I was sixteen young years old And everyday I just chase it away With this bottle and this b**h, oh no Now I'm higher than her, driving was probably a mistake So was drinking and snorting them pills you're never supposed to mix, wait Is that a cop? Well, f** a cop - all of them b**h made I turn the corner and take me another sip mane Cause I was [Hook] [Outro:] And now I can see my only friend Back in the bottom of a bottle again (Drinking on my fifth)