Young Warria - Around Me/True Lie lyrics

[Part 1: Around Me] [Hook] Christ rules everything around me Christ rules everything around me [Verse 1] Why does everyone around me say they got me? They just say they know what I've been through yeah but they not me They just claim they know what I've been through Yeah I know God won't bring me to what He won't ever bring me through but see I got me Cause they ain't got me nobody got me like me and God When I'm rough and I'm tough and hard they don't want me I'm not coming off acting hard I'm just speaking my mind and heart Lately this been my mind at heart I don't want me Memories and some broken hearts 'member these these are battle scars Told me fight when the battles yours when's the battle ours? Truth is think about you more than I did before You'd call you're calling me your callings me why'd I reject the call? I'm perfect from the past tense maybe I'm past the flaws I know right from wrong but when I'm left alone that's false 'Cause every time a backside begin to pa** by I begin to backslide but I swear I pa**ed them all I'm pa**ing here I'm pa**ing through in the hall I'm running I stumbled tripped I was trying hard not fall I loss I'm lost lost alone and I'm cold I'm here and I'm left alone far from being at home but [Hook] Christ rules everything around me Christ rules everything around me [Verse 2] Why is everyone around me...aw forget it man I'm quitting I'm too worried 'bout them worrying 'bout how I'm living I'm too worried 'bout them they asking 'bout where I been and They asking 'bout how I been and they acting like they ain't sinning I'm asked about you then I'm cut off 'fore I begin I heard that y'all two are finished it really don't make no difference! I pray that we can be friends I promise you then it's different (promise it'll be different) I miss the way we held hands and lately I've been so distant cause I miss it My Misses lately I've been aggressive So careless 'bout my decisions ain't worried 'bout my own image Imagine if all the digits in my phone then got deleted Who then will I call when I'm feeling lost or going missing? I guess they'll call me I missed it oh they in need of something They only call me when they needing something When they got it all and they in need of nothing They forget how to talk they lost they tongues and the kitty's running It's funny they say that they love me but they really don't That hope is what causes pain I'm hanging from the rope I won't won't be controlled by opinions of definitions that don't Don't really matter what matters is that I'm climbing that rope cause [Hook] Christ rules everything around me [Part 2: True Lie] [Verse 1] Maybe I should write something fake like these dude's lives They living proof they living true lies If truth lies then why are you guys so blind The difference between two guys and true pride is the size How you gon' go try to tell my dude to choose sides? It's like telling a widowed wife who lost her guy to choose life's Why try man I've already tried Shot's are better at staying alive in my city in the night that's life huh Why so surprised? It's lyrical suicide I don't mind the truth's alive while all them other lies died I've realized you can't look me dead in the eye And say I have not tried to put the past to my side Besides the way that they all expect respect But they can't expect respect when they giving a bowl of mess And yes yes yes I've been given a cold reject But you can't expect respect when you can't respect the quest Unless less you are far from being upset But I highly can doubt that since all I see is your back In fact it's fact all I've seen is your back But it's cool cause you're playing dad my bad man I'm sorry Past-or [Outro] With all do respect I'm past words I'm past hurt I'm getting older now learning how to move on from things that help me hostage I swear I lost it it held me bound but I wasn't bound to man or anyone around me but bound to me, bound to my own guilt my own self with all do respect this is for my peace it's not about you it's about me my life my soul my happiness for me my future... I swear the second comings near it's pretty clear now yes we've all made mistakes but hey no breaks we learn from them then take the test the second time around and pa** it I pray for your happiness and your peace cause that's all we have I couldn't go into twenty k fifteen holding on to this had to dismiss The second coming is coming...the difference this time is it's different this time Peace and love Young Wisdom