Young Pappy - Afterlife Part 2 (The Letter) lyrics

[Intro] 2 cups Aye i'm finna just spaz, alright? And shout out to spaz, right? [Verse] I remember being a youngin fresh in the game Pops wasn't home so I was trying to get blessed in the game Hustling rocks on the block summertime in the rain thirsty for a body Trying my best just to get a name I was in that sh** to win it Empty that clip till it's finished Schooled by them older dudes That was there from the beginning I was a shorty they told the whole story but the ending See my life was like a movie but this movie can't be rented I've been sinning but we all sin the Bible say we're all kin You know it don't work like that my n***a We can't all win Mama taught me keep my circle small That way it's more for me stopped supporting me When she start having to go to court for me Lil n***a by that corner store f** you on that corner for Trying to get a dollar n***as left bro on that corner floor They forgot about my homie kike he wasn't born before Trying to see that light You n***as ain't been through That storm before cause that sunshine ain't always bright And them n***as that be talking They ain't always right Man my n***as changed on me We was always tight before them bodies got to dropping We would always fight but sh** changed it'll never be the same no more Why the f** these handcuffs don't feel strange no more Lord please I don't want to feel this pain no more Them cloudy days hoping that it ain't gone rain no more cause when it rains it pours It's real in this field n***a most of them n***as in your circle ain't the real n***a When them guns pop them headshots don't heal n***a Mama said if you don't get k**ed the state'll deal with ya And that's real f**ed up cause she was right So when I was in that cell I thought about that every night Got a kite sent from my homie said stop playing with them pipes Told me f** them other n***as boy this music sh** your life Took too much to earn my stripes but I earnt them motherf**ers Took a while to learn my papers but I learnt the motherf**ers Keep them out your business if it don't concern that motherf**er You can't cross this bridge again once you burn that motherf**er I've been through a lot of stress that's why I know some sh** Especially to trust a b**h it's fine if you condone that b**h You don't show that hoe where your stash at if you don't know that b**h My plug broke that sh** so when I cop it he gone blow that b**h I be on my grind all the time cause time money man I know being broke is a joke Tyhat sh** ain't funny man They say if you out there in them streets then your a dummy man But got to eat one way or the other sh** you don't understand n***as don't get it it take a lot just to get me Swear to god when I make it I'm taking my n***as with me Rest in peace to Felisha, Henno, Lil Edy and Timmy Freaky, Pooh Bear and Eazy Damn it I lost way too many Boosie say if you my n***a you my n***a then Don't split up like dividends be there for ‘em thick and thin But in the end n***as ain't loyal boy they'll snake you Same n***as be yo homie and when you make it they hate you Streets gone be there forever and when you gone they replace you Bro don't go down this road cause you ain't gone like where it take you Don't follow me lil n***a acknowledge and pay yo homage Shout out to all my n***as like Spaz, Midnight and Bonnet I told Mista that I was gone make it I made a promise They don't give it to me sh** I'm gone take it and that's a promise 50 a hunned bonds hunned and 52 hunned mo You say you keep it on you n***a what you running fo? Boy you ain't really got a bag what you stuntin fo? Hunned rounds in this K it sounds like my n***as drummin tho This for my brother though this really ain't no letter bro See this sh** i'm doing I just want you to do better bro Man my n***as changed on me like the weather bro Hunned mill what i'ma settle fo foreal