My name is Nat Ćmiel I am 22 years old I like music, dancing ballet Crushing up rocks and snorting them And genderless people I like to eat, but I don't like it when it lingers on my body I like to take up as little space as possible I like pretty textures in sound I like the way some music makes me feel I like making up my own worlds And the people who live inside me I like to dress up and not going out I like my cat, Miso I like touching myself And I like being far away from my own body I like sweet things, physical and consumable I like short sentences that say everything I felt at one go I like obsessing over people and then throwing them away I like being a boy, I like being a girl I like getting fu*ked, and I like to fu*k I like to be pure I like believing there's a cure But, most of all, I