Years Since the Storm - Mindf** lyrics

I know the pain isn't real, but I'm way too, way too scarred to heal. And there’s a fire burning at my heels, but I'm way too, way too f**ing cold to feel. TOO COLD TO FEEL! Fearing this feeling of instability. Something wicked is growing inside of me. Trying my best to avoid a catastrophe. Demons in my head, but I won’t go willingly. And I can feel my heartbeat racing. My veins are about to burst. I look in the mirror to see my own worst enemy. MY ENEMY IS ME! Sometimes I feel like a broken man. There are times when I'm not sure how much more I can stand. All my childhood left alone, an exiled mind is all I know. Don’t try to take me, don’t try to change me. I feel a darkness growing every day. Don’t try to bend me, don’t try to break me. I'm already broken. Always finding new ways to destroy myself. It's the only thing I know, I have nothing else. I can’t feel anything anymore. My reality is far from yours. Bleeding distress, my thoughts are my temptress. I don't give a sh** if the thoughts I think are logical. I just wanna lose my f**ing mind, ‘cause I'm broken inside. I’m a stranger to myself and you’re all strangers to me. Don’t try to take me, don’t try to change me. I feel a darkness growing every day. Don’t try to bend me, don’t try to break me. I'm already broken. I DON’T HAVE TO SLEEP WITH THE DEVIL TO WAKE UP IN HELL. I know the pain isn't real, but I'm way too, way too scarred to heal. And there’s a fire burning at my heels, but I'm way too f**ing cold to feel!