Years End - Little Elliot Drive lyrics

Lately, I am spread thin And sleeping on my stomach And I don't know If I'm the man I used to be Because whatever hope I had I left on third third story On Little Elliot Drive Northbound 81 and f**ing worthless Who would have ever thought My youth would fall the hardest and let me go? Let me go And I'm not saying that I've gotten any better But after last year I'm waiting for a better day to dawn Then the world won't seem so black and white I've lost track of the miles beneath my feet If a beacon shines It is not upon me I've lost track of the miles beneath my feet But I will tread on A beacon is all I seek It took me seventeen years to feel okay And just one for the foundation to crack