Yearning - Dead lyrics

I have been dead all my life And now I know I will never live again Empty streets follow my way on the road This dead end that leads to nowhere I have been dead all my life And now I am waiting for the second d**h Near the end I wished at last to feel alive But sensation never came I know the way how to end it all I know the way I'm not of kin to human filth But mirror never lies I must admit Decline and fall of human kind Is all I see, all I can find So f**ing many ways to die Instead of being dead alive The demons of my consciousness Lull me to sleep in hollow darkness