Yearning - Aureole lyrics

The wind blows through a broken window Bringing the leaves of autumn inside As I'm sitting here trying to catch a thought And try somehow not to cry It should be easy to start But day after day it's getting harder The walls are cracking and it's cold in here Water comes through the ceiling But I don't mind Past are the days when the rays of sun still Shone to this place forlorn And this share memory is really painfull enough To wish they'd never have been And I'm riding high to freezing atmosphere Above the lonely clouds And I will never return Never coming back for I'm no more Like brothers we walked the miles through Unholy land of alienation Until the dew settled down in the forest We saw the faces of the dead I'd never seen what's wrong with me inside Until I saw the light and knew it was not for me