Yattering - Damaged lyrics

.....I wish I had the choice now you curse me-this is your will Some eerie force makes me act I wish I had the choice... It is a voice I have to follow A silent call comes from within Sudden decisions,violent impulses Abject emotions ,insane drives I wish I had the choice Now you beat me - that is you will I'd love to stroke Your baby-face I'd love to hold you In my arms But there's little love In my grip My tender touch Becomes your pain I wish I had the choice...........